30 weeks and counting

Hi,
Okay so we are 5.5 weeks away!!! I don't think words can express how I feel. No one around me knows about our surrogacy. My husband and I are very nervous to say the least. Our genetic baby is growing across the world and all we can do is wait and pray that it will all work out in the end. It really gets me thinking... All these wonderful people who struggle with infertility. The build ups, the disappointments, but they keep going. Only if I could hug each and everyone of you. Only if I could help somehow... It's so unfair. You see the news and how some people treat their babies. And then there is a huge group of infertile couples who would do anything to have a baby. So unfair. I have so many concerns over our baby, please hang in there little one... I can't wait to meet you. 💜... I know my posts are short but I have so many nerves I cannot concentrate on one thing at a time. We don't even know if it's a boy or girl! My son switches back and forth about what he would like.... He's so sweet ... Today he asked me if I would still pick him up once the baby got here...😂😭... Of course my sweet baby I told him. He will always be my first miracle 💙